Day: 2 October 2023

The Blanket Exercise

The blanket exercise with Dr. Sims opened my eye to what my ancestors and what my Great Grandmother went through. My family is part of the Squamish Nation in North Vancouver.  I’m not connected to my culture because even my grandma never learned that much from my great grandma because she never talked about when she was forced off reserve when she married my Great Grandfather.  Currently she is back on reserve and some of my family members have connected to our culture more. My cousin is even the Chief financial officer for the high rise going on our nations land. So there are some of us who’ve found our way closer of knowing but there is still a lot of us who don’t.

The exercise was a visual of all the statistics, the stories and papers I’ve read about history. Even though it was simple in lack of better terms it had a huge impact. Watching land get smaller and people leaving helped show what it felt like. When my teacher went around as the “European” taking people away I felt like don’t pick me don’t pick me. When she came up to me I felt like what is going to happen. It showed me how it would’ve felt for Indigenous Peoples then when someone who would’ve came up to them to do something. It obviously wasn’t the same and not actually how it would’ve felt in real life (I couldn’t imagine the feeling) but it did give me a small glimpse of what it felt. 

(Photo Creds: UNBCED Instagram)

“Reconciliation will never be a lesson plan.” – Dr. Niigaan Sinclair

Watching Dr. Niigaan Sinclair’s keynote speech was powerful and eye opening. The connection he made to the fire ceremony made so much sense. The fire ceremony takes young men and teaches them how to make a fire. Dividing up tasks to help keep the fire going. Every task requires someone to be diligent and committed. It creates community. It shows that you have to take a ownership in what you are doing, no one is going to do it for you. Just like in education we have to understand that the role of teacher is not all knowing. We should encourage our students to take ownership and responsibility of their learning and question why am I learning this?

What stood out to me was how the colonial education system teaches students how to be competitive within ourselves and our peers. What kind of grades do you get?, can you pass this test?, are you ready to participate in society and work? and how individual are you without being an individual? Growing up through colonial education system it made me look back and go that makes sense now. For example they used to have provincial exams in a few major courses, english, math, and science. Yet, what these tests never shown was how we might succeed in other courses outside these tests. They got rid of these tests a couple years after I graduated but I remember the pressure to take these tests and how it was more memorization than learning. We put pressure and focus on things that don’t make us better people and learners. Teachers then were talking to me about how important these tests are but then they took them away. So how important were they really? Dr. Sinclair connects these colonial aspects back to Indigenous ways of learning and challenging them with the ideas of teaching someone how to be a good person instead. Generosity, kindness, how can we make everyone fit in and out? and asking the question who am I? and where am I going?

Dr. Sinclair also talks about how you can teach a unit in class or mention equality but outside of class if they’re not exposed to it, it doesn’t matter. How is someone supposed to take seriously what they learn if they don’t see it or hear it in their everyday lives? Making the way we talk, visuals we use and how we conduct themselves is important. Indigenous culture, ways of learning etc should not just stop in the unit or the classroom.

Overall, the main idea that is still with me today is when Dr. Sinclair said “reconciliation will never be a lesson plan.” Which is so powerful and true. We can’t magically make reconciliation happen in one lesson or one unit. It takes time and it takes every aspect of our lives. We can’t talk about reconciliation in class then walk out talking and acting the oppisite. With the power of social media and the rest of the internet, we need to be careful of what we do.

There is only so much we can do as educators but what we can do is a small start. We have the power to start the conversation. We can start the change.

Ceremonial Fire Circle

On October 28 with the sound of fire crackling, the smell of smoke in the pouring rain two days before National day of Truth and Reconciliation, in education 394, we got together and had a ceremonial fire circle. It was the most powerful and inspirational experience I’ve had so far.

Clayton Gauthier talking in the morning was eye opening and special. He talked about how we fill our lives with doubt and judgement. We need to be easier on ourselves which struck me I tend to worry a lot and his words were like therapy. It created a special moment when he looked at me while talking. Even though he might not have felt it but it struck me in the heart. It felt like he was talking directly to me.

Next, the UNHBC Traditional drummers came and shared their songs and drums with us. The most powerful moment for me was while looking around with everyone singing and drumming, I could hear all of it echo through the agora courtyard. This moment made standing in the freezing cold and rain worth it. It was super powerful. It brought everyone to tears. The silence that ran through the air when everyone stopped singing was louder than words. It made me reflect on how Indigenous Peoples were not allowed to practice any traditional ceremonies or anything of their culture. So to have the pleasure hearing and singing along was powerful. I cant think of any other word other than powerful. I don’t think powerful does it justice.

It was a cold morning but a powerful, inspirational and vulnerable one.

My class with UNHBC traditional drummers and Clayton Gauthier

(You can see a piece of me right behind Claytons head, literally right behind)

(Photo Credits: UNBCED Instagram)

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